Doing my first real gig tonight...it's been more than a decade!

[Orang Goreng]

Yep, that doesn't help. Especially since the meds interfere with the fun drugs, so he probably has to take shitloads of them to out-compete the effects of the medication, which is a sure way to hell.

[zhivago]

it breaks my heart seeing him like that...he's a really nice guy, but he can also be impossible to be around...especialy when he get panic attacks while drunk in a club...there's been times when he got really weird...as in scary weird...hostile...paranoid...and there's not much I can do..I just try and calm him down, as I understand why he's acting like that...

I hope he calms down soon...he's 31 right now...maybe he will stop partying soon

I hope.....

[daydreamdelay]

seems it's always the ones with the most talent to lose/waste doesn't it.. that's too bad, hopefully he gets things sorted out for himself. not much you can do for him aside from just being his friend


and on the subject of finding the right bandmates.. uggh, i know all about it  :-\

[zhivago]

you're right....

and keep at it...eventualy the right people turn up

[tsalwel]

so sad
i work with mentaly handicapt people
and have seen many times the effect of medication & drugs turn people in to zombie woofs so sad
as it offen happens to emotional people who get in to mutch more trouble 

i was in a band (played some sort of impro rock (if thats possible  )
we went along very well
and then the drummer got tendinitis on both his elbows

so the band broke up and it looks like we will never play again teedoo (zappa)



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[zhivago]

oh man...that is so unfortunate